And hardcore Insomnia returns. It is 4am and I am still awake. I tried to sleep and it wasn't working so I got up and started doing stuff I have to do.
Lets go back a bit, shall we?

So this weekend was peculiar all the way. Not so weird. I went to funkworthy, even though I didn't thought I wouldn't go. There were more things I wanted to do but something wasn't agreeing with the plans. So then I say I'm only going for a little bit. Then I start having fun and drinking and all. At some point I thought that I was partying too hard. I know I didn't do anything stupid but I felt out of place. Something isn't right right now and I don't know how to put my finger on it. I think it is all the plans I am making for the next year. I start to think too much and act funny. Which is why I can't sleep right now. Because I have been thinking all night. How to open a bank account overseas. How to save. How to make the proper adjustments in my life that will ensure that I save money and still have fun every week. It is very important for me to still be feeling like I am having fun, or I may just depressed for a year until I reach my goal, and depression will deter me from that goal. Catch 22. Anyway I have so many plans and aspirations. I'm happy to have them but I wont settle until I see them in action.

On March 11th 2006 I will be the featured poet at the Eugene Oregon slam. I am so excited. There is so much I want to do this year. So little time and money. But I will stick to it and do it and do it again and again and agian.

Okay that is enough for now. I had more to write but I got curious and I went surfing on the net. Okay thats it. Love you all.