Today is a day just an ordinary day.
I feel as blah as ever. Lethargic I guess. I want to do things without doing anything. I am confused as hell. At work, this week has been a very hard one. When the receptionist is out I am her cover. She has been out since the wed of last week. I have been staying until 6pm everyday, when I usually leave at 4:30pm. That on its own gets to me. 9 1/2 hours of work is not something out of this world, but it is getting to me. I then have to deal with every single attitude in the damn office. That is even worse. I have snapped on so many people this last week. It feels good actually to put people straight, let em know that I am not a damn joke. I am afraid that I have been in a terrible mood this entire week. Even at Hofstra I was more to myself. Not the usual extreme extrovert. I was very out of my chi. My moods have been affecting people around me and even though I wish I could change that, I can't. I am just out of it.

At the weekend job I have mentioned before that I carry up garbage bags up a steep ass flight of ugly metal stairs. Last week I didn't have to do it because of Columbus day. Since recycled garbage is only picked up on Monday mornings, last weeks garbage unites with this weeks and all go out on Sunday night. That is a whole lot of garbage bags. Some wet and stinky, so broken and heavy. 96 apartments, two weeks, a whole bunch of garbage, one person. The great part is that in anticipation I took Sunday off, two weeks in advance. No work on Sunday, hurray for me. And on the seventh day I will rest with the rest of the Schmucks. Aint it grand?