Damn minds are dense around me. A girl just said that she had a headache on sunday so she did not go to work on Monday. Another girl said that it must be going around because her cousin had a migrain. Dude, since when is that a something that can be caught? Dude really. And her other friend is beautiful. I can not talk to beautiful dumb girls, I just can't. I think its something in their eyes. They have blank looks in them, as if there is nothing there. But this girl is really beautiful. Ima have to go on a date soon cause I am really going crazy. There are so many beautiful people walking the street. I want to say hi to people. Nothing offensive and nothing degrading as redundant as it is. The act alone of talking to a girl that is walking is not cool. I have discussed this many times before, but I want to make a point cono. Book stores, laundromats, clubs, bars, lounges, etc. These are the places to meet people. I try to meet people at poetry readings but that community is kinda too close for comfort. Everybody knows everybody, what they did, and who they did. Makes it a little uncomfortable to meet people. It doesn't totally stop me but then again what does? I just go with the flow and pay no attention to people's pasts. I mean what's the point. Everybody is someone's ex. We all have had our lude and elicit encounters. We don't want everyone to know about it but we really don't want to be judged by our past mistakes either. I still want to meet people and date. I also want to afford dating. I go to far on dates. On all of them, I pick expensive dates, and most of the time I do it by mistake. I read or hear about a place and I do the speradic thing. I don't have a designated date spot. I love trying different places with new people. It throws a twist into it when its a first for both persons. The dutch thing is cool but I wouldn't suggest it. Never. I will accept it if its offered. Anyway where could I meet people. I am tried the online thing but I am not digging it right now. Dig? Hey guys give me some advice. Please hit that comment thing in the bottom of this post and place your dear abby answer. Maybe I need a new way to look at things. Many people think that I am too nice. That's not changing so don't waste the time on that idea. Nice and eliel are almost the same word. It might not look alike but they are. Anyway enough!