Now merengue is stuck in my head. Sergio Vargas to be exact. And I am
not referring to his "dile" song. His new stuff is great too but there
is nothing like his classics. "La quiero al morir", "Madre mia", "Si tu
la ves", those were to one that I fell in love with. Then there is "Ni
tu ni yo" and many other favorites. There was a time in my life when
merengue was a priority. How ironic that my re-found passion for it
stems from an Italian girl. Last night was incredible, and even though
I won't give a play by play, of the night I do have to admit that it was
incredible. There were a few low points but they had nothing to do with
her.
I find myself walking into a possible heartbreak. Nothing ventured,
nothing gained. I don't think she would do it but I am taking a chance
and leaving my heart wide open for any flying bullets, and such. It's
funny, how I have been through things in the past and I have been hurt,
in situations that share small similarities, but that won't stop me.
Each person is different and each person deserves an equal chance. She
has not shown any malice, so why should I hold back? Anything worth
doing is worth a hundred percent, and anything else wouldn't be a real.
If I don't give it my all and I don't succeed, I will always have a
doubt. This way I will not have any what ifs. That's always good.
What if haunt people. I don't allow them to formulate. I must stop
thinking and just go. Let it all take me. Just ride the wave damn it.