As another uneventful weekend comes to an end I am left with angry thoughts towards my weekend job. This Sunday was an incredibly hard day. I even missed what seems to be the super-bowl party of the decade. But what can I do. When I didn’t have this weekend job I was doing everything possible to get it.
I do have to thank a person who I don’t think will ever read this for reminding me why I do so much. I don’t need a second job, I can get by with my primary job, but the truth of the matter is that I wont be happy. I have to have more! I can’t just make it. I would be even more miserable than I am now. I am really not miserable, I just feel like I need more rest sometimes. I wonder how I will do that now that a new semester just started.
I am also being tired of being single. Well I guess that’s because I don’t go out enough to meet people. I mean if I could have more of a social life I am sure I wont be tired of it. One thing that gets me is that I am spending another lonely Valentine’s day. Boo hoo, big deal, right? Oh well. What can I do? To be honest with myself what kind of boyfriend can I be? I work seven days a week and go to school four. What kind of real time can I dedicate to a girl? And the bigger truth is that I am saving a lot of money by not having a girl friend at the moment, and it’s money that I have to apply to the purchase of furniture and for home décor. It will come in due time.