Being social at bars in social environments is pretty easy and simple. I on the other hand don't do personal during these situations. I jump from group to group, flirt with everyone, and just meet people. The drinking and the social butterfly effect are all mere simple gestures to mask the stuff I don't want to think about while I'm there. This is one reason I have recently tried to avoid situations with more than 2 other people. The big groups always leave me lacking something so I don't give it all of me. I can't engage in a serious conversation with too many people around me. This oversight has just proved to be detremental. A friend is visiting from abroad, and is traveling in packs. I don't have much day time to spend so we've been meeting at bars. I am not the type to try to set up a real conversation past useless flirting if there is a big group. One cause I hate to be interrupted, and two because I hate interrupting. Make sense?
I've been accused of not caring. Accused of just caring about this one or that one and not my visiting friend.

That is not a good feeling.

I offered one person a shot, because they weren't drinking much, and other people oredered at the same time when they heard me. The server got the number wrong and ordered more than we asked for. I didn't notice at the time but a group took shots and the other portion of the group didn't. This made a few people upset, and I was blamed. I can see how people could've felt left out but I was attacked when everyone else left. That just sucked.
I feel like shit.
I want to scream...