I am sort of droping after holiday. After being around so many people, many who were interested in knowing me, it feels so weird to be back here. Here where I know how everything goes, and the routine is so predictable. Here where I am just a man against a city. I have many many loved ones here but everyone here is so so busy. I got a call from Lex from New Mexico yesterday, who wanted to say hi. It was weird because she was far and they say they are bored over there. I guess what I loved about New Mexico and the people there was that there were a bunch of people there. I didn't see New Mexico as Veronica tells me. She is right. They both want me to go back and let me show them the real New Mexico. I love beauty and I'm sure that I will love all the beauty of it but can I really be away from multitudes? I am not sure.
I need another vacation.
Or something else.