Last night I ordered Hotel Rwanda. The world is really a terrible place. What can I do? What can I do to make the world better? Something that won't be forgotten. Something that will change the world. I'm so upset that I can't do more. As one person, how can I make a difference?

I feel so powerless when I watch the news. So utterly useless. The dude in the movie moved a mountain with his bare hands. He performed a miracle. Nick Nolte looked very high throughout the whole movie. Genocide. That word scares me in every capacity. I'm scared to think that I'll one day be part of something like that, and not be able to stop it for everyone.

So I was in this mood for the rest of the evening. When I went to sleep, for about ten minutes, all I could see were the roads paved with dead bodies. What was so different between two groups of people. Our differences aren't that serious.

I feel a bit weird today. I'm off. I think I smell a rat.

Party tonight. If you come buy me a drink cause I'm broke.
Funkworthy
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139 East 45th street
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