For the third day in a row, and for no good reason, I have been going to sleep at 2am and getting up at about 6:45am.
Not too terrible but still not a good sleep pattern. I don't really get it either, because I can be exhausted and sleepy as hell during the day but at night I am up, very up. I have the opportunity to sleep at night too, it's just that I get distracted. And this coming from someone who is always looking for more sleeping time. I sleep better in the morning, and I have been going to sleep late since I was about 12 or so. I remember staying up to watch either Quantum Leap or the Highlander, and faking sleep when my mother checked up on me. But I would also raid the liquor cabinet when my ex-stepfather would pick up my mom from work. They were bitter sad fun times for me then. They were bitter sweet lonely times where I learned first that to a very weird extent that I had to get used to the fact that I was alone. Then I learned that having people around you doesn't mean that you are not alone. Oh well. The mister-education of Eliel Lucero or something like that.
I strayed off of the topic but I still haven't learned that going to sleep at an appropiate time is a good idea. I need to know when to shut off my brain. A trick that I haven't learned yet. Maybe I should try self hypnosis. Does that exist?

Anyway last night I got stuck on that David Gale Movie. Good flick but I would've done a few things different. The segways were sloppy. So two people killed themselves to accomplish something. The Battle of Shakerheights was a cute movie. I think they edited the movie too much but that is only because I followed them through the process on Project Greenlight.

I hope for a new season of that show soon. It is nice for Movie people. Okay enough for now, I have to go fight my sleep at my deskl. Hopefully I'll take a few 10 minute naps without any notice. And my boss just asked me to go over something with her so Ima have to order more espresso.