A few hours ago.

Sunday night, or Monday morning rather, and am doing laundry. There is so much to do and so little time to do it. Wednesday is right around the corner and so is St. Louis. Funny how my first getaway since 01' is in St. Louis. It is in the middle of nowhere, and a city that doesn't make my top 100 places to visit, but here I come.

Now
So it's Monday morning and I get to have extra fun at work today. I will be auctioned off tonight so I am going to find out how much I am really worth. Or just my dance lessons. If this goes well I can even open up a dance school in Salon Lucero. Now when people ask me why I don't have living room furniture, I simply tell them that I have a performance space.

I could do a weekend rundown, but I would have to start from Thursday.

Thursday, long survivor slam, high energy me was not what people wanted.
Friday I spent a nice evening with Mari.
Saturday was hot burgers and veegen parties.
Sunday was too much garbage, too much work, too much laundry, and not enough sleep.

That is how I feel about the past days. I might have had fun but I was also burnt out. For a few days actually, but I just kept on going. I have drive like that but I abuse my body more than I should. Espresso can only take me so far, so I must also relay on natural energy.

Nationals are closer than I realize, and I will be away from Marisol for 5 days. I know that isn't a long time but I will miss her nevertheless. I just feel so good with her, and I wish that I could enjoy this vacation time with her. I am always working and because of that there are certain things that I am unable to do with her. Sometimes I feel like a bad boyfriend of sorts because I can't tend to her weekend afternoon needs, or simply sleep in late with her. It's the simple things and the bigger things. One day I will have weekends off again and I will take advantage of every single weekend. It does depress me at times, but I know why I do it. Sometimes the reasons bother me more than the actual action. Knowing that I have to do some things for certain reasons is troubling. I know I must first remove the need before I remove the action. That just sucks. Really does.

My neck is killing me, and other things are wrong too but I am trying to keep a positive mind, and get through this, because I know that the rest that is coming up will be worth the stress. Maybe not but that is what I have to tell myself to get through this.

So let us see how good T-Mobile really is. Will I get internet in St. Louis. I don't see why the hell not, so if I do get reception, I will be the Nationals Correspondent, reporting daily so stay tuned.

No Enough today...