More time to write now. It seems that I don’t have time for much at times, but that's just not true. I have to make time for the things that matter to me, that's all.

I am incredibly proud of the team and of myself. I am glad that I was able to participate in the NYC regional.

I think more people have respect for me now. I received many congrats at the end of the night and one person told me that they didn't know I had it in me. The people who know me all knew that I was capable of doing what I did. I just went through it, and gave it more than what I had to give. I felt drained at after I finished. Reminded me of the dude from scary movie who got drained when he ejaculated. I feel I did my best and that is all that I wanted to feel. The scores don't matter, but it felt damn good hearing a Ten being yelled out of fish’s mouth after my name. It was surreal. I had a secret desire for a ten but had no idea that it was going to happen. Life is pretty cool. Some times more than others.

Tonight is Acentos and I missed the last one so I am still feeling kinda guilty. It happens. I haven't missed an Acentos since November so I have been pretty consistent. I miss the old blue ox bar.


As random as random could get.
I am just thinking loads of nothings that don't make any damn sense. I am not unique in this, but a slight feeling of blah has overcome me. Took over.

"You see Igby, I feel this great pressure"

That was just an awesome movie, but I do feel that way at times. Maybe I am just exhausted. A bit frustrated at times. I came to work on high and there are way too many haters who want to see me as low as them. Oh well I guess that's what happens.


The weather is beginning to suck again. Doesn't suck that much, but it isn't awesome either. Oh well. I sorta wanted to skate to Acentos today, but I think that I am way too tired. I am not having any more coffee after the morning. Or at least that is what I am trying to do. Doesn't mean that I can actually do it. Day two and I am dying. Mood swings are kicking in and all.


Umm well I guess that's enough...