When chance encounters lead you to new and interesting people, you should feel blessed. We all should. People really rock. Well in the most part they do. I was fortunate to meet someone who was very alive. She was a fun going, analize everything, speratical person. Kinda like me. I had a really good night saturday night. Even though mta repairs really fucked with my punctuallity, I was still pleased with the outcome of the evening. A little too much hip hop for my taste but it's cool. I enjoyed it to a certain extent. I also got a chance to get to know a few people more than I would have expected. That was cool. One person in particular suprised me. I probably had no idea that this person would really invest in a conversation with me but I really hate assumptions. As much as I try to resist them I still fall subject to uneducated assumptions. Oh well, we live and we learn. I am learning every minute, thank god.
I was invited by ray to the jam and although I thought that I wasn't going to be able to go, I am. Nobody knows yet. Hell I still am not sure. I haven't slept yet and I am on my way to work the 7am to 3pm shift. Then synonomous. I don't want to sleep right after my shift because it will creat a rip in the sleep schedule continueum. Did I spell that right? I don't know and I am really too tired to spell check right now.

Why do we write, or why should we write?
That was one of last nights topics on "Louder Than Words" now it is time for my opinion. I write because I have to. It is a responsibility to myself. I have to. I love it. I need it. I would probably be miserable if I don't. I don't really write for the stage, but after I write it I decided if it will be read or not. Sometimes I know while I am writing. I hardly ever know before. Some stuff I just share with selected people, some I don't share at all. I see no real purpose in my writing, but doing it because I love to do it. I really do. So do I try to make things crowd friendly? No I don't think so. I just write.