I still believe in magic. The movie big fish reassured me of this.
Wow. Corny at times and with stories that are unbelievable; it still
showed me that I still believe in magic. My faith in many things are
being restored little by little. They are returning to me. Through
thought, experience, and influence. I feel as if my bitching and
moaning about things was utterly useless. Life will never be perfect
and we will always be dealt cards face down, but we must manipulate the
game and create our own final results. Overly optimistic? Well yes, I
pride myself on that. I am not always happy but those are moods that I
can control, or at least try to control, to better my feelings. I am
happy. I am happy to be alive. I am happy to be 23. I am happy to be
independent. I am happy that I work in corporate America! I am happy
because I go school. I have people in my life. Friends who allow me
to vent and talk their ear off. I am happy that I have ambitions and I
am happy that I want to improve. I am happy that I always want more.
If this entry seems too perky it’s only a reflection of my mood. One day
I will be depressed again, but not today. I will ultimately go home
alone, and that is one thing that I do not look forward. But you gotta
take the good with the bad. It’s not really bad, it’s just the way things
are at the moment. It doesn't mean that they will dictate the rest of
my existence. Anyway, I am happy.

Getting back to the movie, it was beautiful. It was magical. I laughed
and I cried. Go see it if you like fantasy!